Mon y Tue

So Monday was pretty chill and relaxed. started a new class on mission integral. the teacher is speaking all in spanish so im pretty much screwed so i end up not really catcing anything and just copying kylies english notes she has! woop! yay for english notes! had my ministry today, first time without nina since they left and it went pretty darn good for having no one who is fluent in spanish. anyways as the title states...late last night i found out that devin had died, the little boy was 14 and had hurlers syndrome and i babysat sometimes for him and his brother and so that was pretty hard. i talked to adair and becca for a bit that night and than today, it was more difficult and i was holding back tears all through tom's class on paraboles and than after was gonna be mission integral class but i went to tom and was like can i talk to you? and than i started crying so than we went off and talked and that helped a lot and than i couldnt go to class just because i was not my best and so than i helped alba in the kitchen making juice and than, i didnt wanna be along so i got becca and we ended up talking and me crying and that was nice to have that for a while and than adair joined me and its just amazing to have a family that is always there for you and will not let you go through things urself. than adair said that sometimes going for a run helps so in the afternoon i went for a run. ended up going around the track 10 times but super fast, as fast as i could go, of course i had breaks inbetween but it was super good. and than after i had a shower and baked stuff at clari's hosue for the tea party tomorow and than me and kate went for a walk and we ended up hanging out with the guys for a bit - jose, ethan, adam and austin. they are attempting to make a agility ladder for training and for whatever reason they were hanging it from the tree and cclimbing up it prolly to get the rope tight but stil it was super trippy and not stable in any way. than they started to climb tress and i wanted to join so than i attempted but failed so than i attempted to move a picnic table up there but it was tough so than austin came and helped me move it. so nice of him :) and than i climbed a tree and got a wee bit up than attempted to get down. that failed as well. i got stuck and was scared so than my "white knight" as kate calls it, came and said put ur foot on myle so i did and tried to hang on to the tree so that all my weight wouldnt be on his leg and so far so good and than i tried to move down and that failed and i kinda was hanging in a akward way and so than he wrapped his arms around me and said i got you just come down and so i did and oops i guess it was a little too fast or something cause i almost made him lose balance and we kinda wobbled on the picnic table, it was intresting....kinda embarrasing considering i couldnt get down or up for that matter and getting down was a chore but stil thank you jose for coming to my rescue or else i would of been stuck up there...and than me and kate conitinued on our walk and on another time aruond they were throwing austins knife and jumping around on trees or attempteing to climb them and what not and so than me and kate asked austin to teach us how to throw a knife so now i know :) its kinda exicinting, still havnt got it in the tree yet but one day. thank you austin! throwing knifes are fun but kinda scary especialy when it ricochates off the tree....couple close calls! not with me throwing however! now we have another mission integral class coming up and theres questions to answer so i should prolly get on that even though i missed that last class so im kinda lost anyways. o well, it should be good. cheers!